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Did you ever spread yourself so thin that you don't know where you begin an end. I am pretty lame when it comes to the social scene. I have alot of friends i just don't really like hanging out with them. I just don't understand the concept of....well.....like how much time in your circle of friends and family should everyone get. And if you decide to give them all a little, what does that leave for personal alone time? I have never balanced the work, family, relationship thing all too well. I am an all or nothing type of guy, and then when I try to make courtesy calls or polite conversation, it feels forced. I am an only child who spent a whole hell of a lot of time alone as a child, and maybe that is where it all stems from. For the first ten years of my life I was pretty much a one man show. Within the next twenty years or so....Boy did things change. As it stands now I have four stepsisters, two half sisters, and a girlfriend who has three siblings herself. I also have a 9 year old daughter, how the hell does one person multi task like that?